"No, no. This can't be true. But he just snapped at Ronit Bhai because of Kavya di. He never shouted at him. That means he still loves him. Then what was that all with me!! " I was thinking all of this while standing under the shower. And don't know why these stupid tears, naam hii nahin le rahe hai band hone ka.
"I am always yours, Ruhani."
"You have all rights on me."
"Only you have the power to ruin me."
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Stop. Just fucking stop. I closed my ears with both hands because I can't. I can't hear those words. Those are not meant for me. Then why so beautiful.
I know he respects me. He cares for me but that means...... He never loved me.
I was a fool to think of his kindness to love. I am such a pathetic human. Why !!
I was continuously shouting my lungs out and crying like no tomorrow. Thanks to my husband's no sorry.... Thanks to RITVIK JII'S soundproof bathroom. At least I can sh..out he..re....
I was sniffing while thinking about all of this.
Back then I was so happy to be his one-sided love. Because I didn't have many expectations from him. Then where did these stupid expectations come from ?? Why Bhagwaan jii why ??
"Khusi bardaasht nahin hoti hai na aapko Mera. Toh mujhe mere haal mein chod dete. Aise aash lagaya ki ab saans Lena muskil sa lag raha hai. Mein apni puri zindegi unke naam kar chuki thi na ; bina unse shaadi kiye hue bhi maine apni zindegi unke naam kar di thi. Phir aapne yeh khel kyun khela. Agar khela toh yeh aasha, yeh umeed kyun di. Apni zindegi apne Ritvik ji ko bass khus dekhna tha mujhe. Unke liye bojh nahin banna tha. Ab kaise munh dikhau unhe mein. " I broke down completely after screaming while looking at the ceiling.
No, no Ruhani. You have to be strong. You have to fight. At least for your love that you loved for so many years.
Just fill up your duty as a lover and give him the happiness he deserves and he wants.
I am going to find Kavya dii anyhow and after that ........ maybe I couldn't fulfill the duty of a wife but I will fulfill my duty as a lover, as his lover who is his shadow and will always be his shadow..
Thinking this I made myself presentable but my face isn't in a mood of looking presentable. So I just changed into a bathrobe and came out of the washroom only to see that Ritvik jii was standing outside of the washroom.
His condition was not looking good. Small dark circles under his eyes, red puffy nose because of anger I guess. I don't deserve to be loved by him. Because in one month I couldn't even figure out that my husband is not happy. I was so lost in my happiness that I forgot that once he loved Kavya dii. Not once , he still loves Kavya dii. I just looked at him and gave him a smile then made my way towards the cupboard.
"Ruhani......" He was going to say something but I closed the cupboard door. Because if I listened to his voice then I couldn't control myself. And now I don't want to be weak. I want to be strong Ruhani, at least for him.
Thinking about all this I changed myself into a comfortable office wear. Because I have to go to the office and deal with so many things.
Then I looked at myself in the mirror and the nuptial chain was looking at me with pride. But maybe I don't deserve this nuptial chain. But I looked pretty with his initial in my neck and on my forehead. I took a pinch of vermillion and applied it on my forehead. Every time I applied, I felt proud, I felt happy. But today I am feeling guilty. Because maybe I don't it's real owner. But no worries, I will do everything for him till the return of Kavya dii. "Sindoor pati ke suraksha aur lambi aayu ka sanket hai. Toh itna toh mein unke liye kar sakti huu." I know it's kind of superstitious but I can do every superstitious thing for him. I don't believe in superstition but I can do those things for him. My love for him is not pure like his but this is just my way of loving him. And I am proud as long as he is okay and he is safe.
Thinking about all this I was coming out from the cupboard room only to see that Ritvik jii was standing with the same position, like he wanted to say something but he couldn't. How could he say those harsh things on my face, he is a gentleman.
I gave him a smile and went out of the room but he suddenly held my wrist and pulled me towards him. I landed on his chest. Then he was going to touch my face but I just distanced myself from him. And then he left my wrist, suddenly I felt empty but ab toh aadat daal deni chahiye.
And I went out of that room because I couldn't meet his gaze. I couldn't face him. At least not now.
Then I went out of the house without having my breakfast because I don't have an appetite. And I have already told our ladies (who cook for them basically their cook) for making breakfast for them. And I went to my car and messaged Ruhi that I have already gone and then made my phone switched off. Because I have to activate my other number so I can't give any chance to my rivals.
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RITVIK'S POV
Shit. Everything became a mess. I have to make everything perfect. Because I couldn't bear her silence. I was continuously banging the bathroom door, cupboard door but she didn't listen. But when she came out, I felt like someone just stabbed me on my chest. Red puffy nose, big red patches under her eyes, swollen lips for continuous crying. But she was so stubborn about her behaviour that she didn't even tell me a sentence. Not that I am complaining about her stubbornness. Because I am here to handle all her attitudes. But this silence is just killing me. She just gave me a smile which didn't reach her eyes. And when she gave me that painful smile, I died there for infinite times. One thing I am sure that I can't live without her and I will tell her everything. If for that I have to tell her my dark secrets and my every scars then I am okay with it. Because I want her anyhow and for that I am ready to show my scars to her.
She didn't even eat her breakfast, lunch anything. Just went away. If you had a problem then just tell me Princess. Just scold me kill me but why this silence. I will make everything perfect.
Thinking about all this I have called her 148 times but her phone was just switched off. Even all her guards were just outside of her office. She didn't even come out of the office today. Even she gave all her employees early leave.
Why are you doing this to you, baby !!
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It's already 10 pm at night. But she didn't call me back nor did come to the house. Even Ruhi went to her but she didn't even meet her.
Okay, if you want this, then I will do it Mrs.Ruhani Ritvik Agnihotri. Let's see who will win.
Thinking about all this I went from our house and took my car and made my way towards her office.
"Aaj saare raaz se parda uthenge."
AUTHOR'S POV
Ruhani has been locked herself in her office cabin for more than 16 hours.
Her office cabin was nothing but looking like a pure disaster. It seems like a great earthquake came and destroyed everything.
Even she was looking like a pure disaster. She didn't eat anything from the morning. She was calling her men frequently for any clue of Kavya but they couldn't find anything.
Krishav was busy with some other things so Ruhani couldn't disturb him also. She was tracking every location of Kavya but couldn't get any clue.
But suddenly her phone rang and it was a call from her main guard who was in charge of Ritvik's safety. Yes even she has hired 5 bodyguards for Ritvik's safety as she had a doubt that there is a mole in his own company who helped to destroy them but couldn't find who that person was. So she was just cleaning the mess who came into Ritvik's path.
"Ma'am, actually....." That man stammered.
"Yes tell me. What happened??" Ruhani asked while looking at some papers.
"Actually ma'am someone broke into sir's cabin." That man said while gathering all his confidence.
"WHERE IS RITVIK ?" Ruhani asked in her cold tone which can shiver anyone's spine.
"Ma'am, actually we don't know. Sir was not there after the incident." He completed the sentence.
"IF ANYTHING HAPPEN TO MY MAN THEN YOU GUYS WILL NOT LIKE THE CONSEQUENCES. SO YOU BETTER BE PREPARE FOR IT." Ruhani said in the call while throwing her phone and then dashed out from her office with a loud this sound.
Anika flinched at this sudden voice but when she looked that Ruhani went from the office at 1 am in the night, she couldn't understand anything.
"Abhi sir pure saam yanha building ke niche jab khade the, ma'am ne dekha tak nahin. Aur ab itni raat ko kiska maut hone wala hai shayad." Thinking about all this Anika went to Ruhani's room and after seeing the condition of the room she didn't take a second to understand anything.
She made a call to Krishav's assistant and said, "Please inform sir to call me immediately when he will get free." Saying this she cut the call.
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"No, no, Nothing can't happen to him. He is my life. He is my everything. I will haunt that motherfucker alive who tried to harm my Ritvik." Ruhani was continuously chanting this lines in her mind while going to her car. She switched on her phone and after seeing 183 missed calls from Ritvik, 42 missed calls from Ruhi and 21 missed calls from Ronit ; she lost all her patience.
She was worrying just for her Ritvik. She couldn't take any risk on his life. She started her car's enginee in full speed that if anyone will see that car's speed, then anyone will think it's a car race.
She was calling Ritvik continuously but all she got ,"The number you have dialed is currently switched off. Please call later." Then she made a call to Ruhi but she said ," No, actually bhai didn't come to the house today. Or maybe I didn't see him.." Before she could complete her sentence Ruhani cut the call and made a call to Ronit. And the same answer. He was not coming from the office since morning. And here his guards were saying he was not in his office. Ruhani lost all her patience after listening to all this. Because now, all she wants to hear his voice and that's it. This thing was making her more restless. The cloud burst rain, dark weather was making the situation more intense, more dark.
And all thanks to the weather. The thunderstorm was making the situation even worse.
But they were the least important for Ruhani as she will only get cool when she will hear her Ritvik's voice. She was driving rash like a mad bull...
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Other side when Ritvik was coming from his house, his phone went switched off as there was no percent charge. It's nothing new for him. But then he took his car but when he started his car, suddenly it made some weird sounds.
As Ritvik had no time to waste so he went to his house and took another key of the car and made his way towards Ruhani's office.
He stood under Ruhani's office in the evening but couldn't enter because still he didn't want her to regret that she hid something from him. But now it's too much so he was going to Ruhani's office but suddenly something cut his eyes.
The rainy weather like a tsunami is going to happen but another thing cut his attention that A CAR.
A car which he had seen so many times, it looked so familiar but the way its speed increasing, this is not familiar.
In this heavy rain he couldn't see the car's number plate. And he had no time to waste on these stupid spoil brats. Because he thought it's another rich spoilt brat who is just making fun in this weather.
So he changed his root but suddenly something cut his eyes and it was not just a shock a heart attack for him.
The car has logo of Agnihotri's and when he clear his car's front glass he noticed it's Ruhani's car.
He couldn't look inside the car who is driving but he started chasing the car.
Because if it is Ruhani then why is she driving like this and if not then who is that person?? And if it is not Ruhani then where is she ??
So many questions started rose up in his head he couldn't understand anything, so he increased the accelerator of the car and started chasing the car.
It looks like a cat and mouse game ; but the difference is they are lover. They are their's everything. They couldn't afford to loss each other. Not just loss they are complete with each other and can destroy the whole world when they are together..
Ritvik increased his car in its maximum speed but Ruhani has already in her last speed.
So Ritvik drifted his car and took another root to cut Ruhani's car but suddenly in that root Ruhani cut his car flawlessly like a proper racer.
Ritvik was first shocked but then felt proud of his girl. But suddenly he composed himself because this is not the time of impressing.
And there he saw that Ruhani was the one who was driving car but why is she driving like this and where is she going ??
They have already crossed the city and now they were in outskirts. But suddenly Ritvik opened his phone to call Ruhani but all thanks to him. The phone was switched off. He couldn't even contact now. Otherwise he would have given a lesson.
And here Ruhani was continuously calling Ritvik but all she got switched off.
But suddenly a car came from the front with so much speed that Ruhani has already set her mind that she will crash this car and went.
But when she looked that car and the person who was inside the car she got numb. She was feeling happy that her Ritvik was okay but curious how did he here ??
But the problem is her car was already out of the speed and now she couldn't even control the car.
And there Ritvik was coming like a hungry lion and he drifted his car in a horizontal way.
WHAT!! He parked the car by closing the whole road but now he didn't come out from the car.
Looking at this, now Ruhani was feeling restless as she couldn't control her car. She was not afraid of her death but she was afraid why Ritvik was not coming from the car.
And the heavy rainfall, it was just getting the worst. Ruhani lowered her glass and screamed at her lungs out to Ritvik, "Ritvik ji, please come out."
He also lowered her glass to listen to what was Ruhani speaking because finally after 19 hours, she was talking with him.
He was happy but he couldn't hear what Ruhani was speaking. So for making the situation worst he came out from the car and stood in front of Ruhani's car while folding his both hands on his chest and rested his back on his car.
He was looking like a complete devil who just ready to haunt his prey who is none other than her wife.
But for Ruhani he was looking like a full course meal and the rain drops which were falling from his hair was a complete dessert for her.
Now she had completely lost her mind and used her every inch of force, she clutched both the break.
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Finally the car stopped and Ruhani's car was just an inch away from Ritvik's knees.
Like one second and Ritvik.....
Then Ritvik made his way towards Ruhani's car but looking at him coming to her side, Ruhani closed her glasses and locked her car.
Because first she was sure that her break was failed by someone INTENTIONALLY. And she couldn't risk at Ritvik's safety.
And the second she was angry at him not because he loves Kavya but he risked his life and stood in front of her.
If anything could happen to him, what happened to her ??.....
This was stupid so stupid and for this she is not going to talk to him.
And here Ritvik was coming to Ruhani's car because he was not just angry, he was disappointed by her. It's not because she didn't talk to him, it's because the way she was driving and her break failed. It was not go unnoticed by Ritvik and he was sure that who was behind it.
In this whole situation how could he not lose his temper. Because he couldn't afford to lose Ruhani ; one thing he was sure that She is his life and she is his existence. And she will be always.
When Ritvik noticed Ruhani closed her car's glass, he suddenly went opposite side of the car. He made his way towards the passenger seat of her car..
Ruhani was looking at Ritvik's every movement but due to heavy rain, she couldn't see where Ritvik was coming to..
THUD........
And suddenly a thud sound came from her car's passenger glass and Ruhani got flinched at this sudden sound.
Only to see that blood stains were on the glass. She didn't take a second to understand anything and came out from the car.
Ritvik gave a hard punch on the glass because Ruhani was in driver seat, so he couldn't take any risk. So he started to punching Passenger seat's glass.
Ruhani came out from the car and ran to Ritvik, because she can angry with him so much. But she couldn't see a single drop of blood from his body. She can erase the whole existence of the person or the thing who was dared to touch his Ritvik.
After seeing Ruhani, this long. Ritvik couldn't stop himself and hugged her like he got his life back. Ruhani didn't hug him back because a new reason was added to her anger list.
She was only looking at Ritvik's blood stained hand, she took Ritvik's hand and took out a first-aid box from her car. And then took him to his car. She dressed up his hand and went out from his car.
When Ritvik noticed Ruhani came out from his car, he ran towards to her to stop her, but suddenly something caught his eyes. Which he will never believed if he didn't see in his eyes.
Ruhani came to her car and opened her car's fuel tank by her car keys. Then took out a lighter and threw that lighter in the car's fuel tank.
Seeing this Ritvik couldn't believe in his eyes but the way Ruhani was standing fearless, he understood that his Ruhani was strong enough to do anything.
The car exploded like a nuclear bomb and Ruhani was only looking at the car like she did exactly what that thing deserves.
"Saare aag pani se nahin bujhte, kuchh usse aur badhawa dete hai."
She didn't even flinch because of this car, her Ritvik injured his hand and the blood, which was only making her restless that she couldn't control herself from crying.
And suddenly she looked back only to see that Ritvik was standing in her back just an inch away from her.
She could realise anything but in a swift motion he picked her up in a swift motion and placed her over his shoulder like a potato sack. He put his one hand on his back and she tried to wiggle but Ritvik gave a hard slap on her butt. And that's it. She stayed still.
Ritvik was happy seeing her obedient nature and smirked in himself.
He didn't open the passenger seat and took her with him to his driver's seat. And with this position he sat on his seat. Ruhani was facing him. Her legs were parted with him, Her hands hugging his nape for support. His hot breaths were fanning on her neck and her hot breaths were fanning on his neck. Their clothes were just a piece of paper which stuck to their body like a second skin. And in this position, the clothes were not making a barrier between but just making the scene more erotic.
Most importantly her womanhood was touching his manhood. They were completely drenched in the rain and now they were drenching with each other in those water.
When Ruhani looked at everything, she couldn't do anything. So she just stayed still.
And here Ritvik was noticing everything because he did everything intentionally and smirked while looking at Ruhani's expression.
Then Ritvik started the enginee and made their way towards their house. They were driving for at least 2 hours. Because they had crossed the city so while returning the sun already started to rise. And there is only left the sign of heavy rainstroms. And this couple didn't even speak a single word to each other. Because first they were angry with each other for each other and ; second the position, they have seated is doing nothing but increasing their desire to each other.
Everytime Ritvik clutched the break or the accelerator, his manhood pressed with her womanhood.
And they both hissed in pain in each other's neck, which was nothing but complete torture for each other.
Ritvik's hand just clutched the steering wheel with so much pressure that his knuckles turned white and here Ruhani clutching her left hand so much that her nails started digging on her own skin.
She was hugging Ritvik but couldn't dig his neck with her nails.
Per usse kya pata ki Ritvik will love this thing that her nails scratch on his body 🌚..
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They reached their home after doing a lot of struggle. Ritvik parked his car in the garage and with the same position he took Ruhani with her.
When they entered the house, it's already 6 am. So no one in the house was awake. Only ladies were preparing breakfast and some other helpers.
When they saw their Sir and Madam were coming in this state they just stood still.
Ritvik didn't care anything and went to "their" room with Ruhani. Entering the room, he closed the door with his leg making a loud sound and locked it.
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